Sunday, March 27, 2011

Why do I bother?

Why do I bother making the attempt at being somewhat social anymore? All it does is left me hurt in the end because it *never* works out.  Case in point--I was planning on a day trip with some co-workers..everyone was all fine and ready to go for like the last month and within the last week, everyone has bailed on me.  I give up.  I'm honestly to the point where I just don't care anymore.  I'll be the "tool" at work that just goes in, does my job and leave..no sense in trying to be social with anyone cuz its just pointless in the end.

Brian made it back from New York perfectly fine. We're just waiting to see if they liked him enough to bring him out there and if they're going to be willing to pay him what he thinks he deserves in order to do the job out there. If not, then we move to Livonia and just live the way we have been, only much closer to work.

I decided to cut back on school a little bit and only take 1 class each 6 weeks instead of 1 class the 1st 6-week session and 2 classes the 2nd.  I've realized that I don't really read the material and pretty much BS all of my homework lately. In all honesty, its nothing more than a disservice to myself because I'm paying to learn the material, but I'm not putting forth the effort that it requires. 

Braces are still doing their thing. I kinda scared myself about a week ago when I heard cracking noises coming from my teeth.  What I thought was the glue coming loose was nothing more than the ligaments loosening up and my teeth moving.  I've almost had these on for an entire month already...seems like its been a pretty long month, but with everything that has happened so far, the month has gone by rather quickly.

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