April saw its share of ups and downs for us. We did make the move to Livonia that would put both Brian and I closer to work and is allowing us to save quite a bit of money. Uncle Doug passed away quite unexpectedly and it really took the family by surprise. As stated before, the move to New York just wasn't meant to be because it just didn't work out. Didn't work out...that seems to be quite the story of my life. There's a lot of things I wish I had done, and I admit that I do hold that sharp spear of regret simply because it "didn't work out". Would I go back and do things over? Probably. By doing that, however, runs head-on into the butterfly effect theory. By changing just one minute thing in the past could have ramifications that I had yet to contemplate. That being said, would I go back and do at least some things over? ABSOLUTELY.
The braces are moving along nicely...just 15 months to go! The most recent visit saw the installation of a new D-ring bracket around my back molar, a metal powerchain (compared to the plastic/elastic ones I've been wearing) and the infamous rubber bands. I will openly admit that these little elastic devils have caused more pain than what they're currently worth. The key word there was currently. I know that it will be worth it in the end, but right now they're just a tremendous pain in my ass.
I find it funny how some people seem to"know" me simply because they work with me. Granted, I do spend a great deal of time at work (especially lately since I'm trying to save up for some big purchases). Simply because I choose not to speak to someone does not make me "crabby" or "bitchy"--I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU!! If I have nothing to say to you, why waste the time and energy to create a fake conversation??? It's not only a waste of my time, but also a waste of yours as well. Apparently, I'm the "loud/happy/perky" person at work. Trust me, I'm not happy all the time, nor am I perky. I am allowed to be freakin normal and have a day where I just to want to keep to myself. And to have someone who has just started in the department inform me that "you not talking just isn't normal--its not you" is nothing short of an insult to me becuase you have no idea who I am! Not to mention, this just proves how ignorant you really are. Leaves are currently in the process of turning and I suspect that there will be several people who do not like the results. Does this bother me? Do I lose sleep at night because someone at work thinks I'm a crabby bitch? NOT AT ALL.
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